To Seduce a Sinner (Legend of the Four Soldiers #2)

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He sipped from his wineglass and watched over the rim to see if his new wife would agree with his self- assessment of assedness, but as usual, the dratted woman wore a polite mask.

“Cook does make a pleasant Yorkshire pudding,” she murmured.

He’d hardly seen her in the last few days, and this was the first supper they’d shared together. Yet she didn’t scold or fret or indeed show any emotion at all. He set his wineglass down and tried to pinpoint the source of his discontent. This was what he’d wanted, surely? To have a complacent wife, one who didn’t make scenes or cause a fuss? He’d thought—when he’d thought ahead at all—that he’d see her now and again, escort her to the odd ball, and when she’d become safely pregnant, discreetly take a mistress. He was well on the way to achieving that goal.

And yet the reality was oddly dissatisfying.

“We’ve invitations to Lady Graham’s annual masked ball, I noticed,” he said as he cut his beef. “Rather a tedious event, of course, what with the need to wear masks. Mine always makes me hot and gives me a terrible urge to sneeze. But I thought you might like to come?”

She winced slightly as she raised her glass of wine. “Thank you for asking, but I don’t think so.”

“Ah.” He applied himself to his meat, feeling a twinge of disappointment. “If a mask is the problem, I can have one made in a trice. Perhaps a gilt one with feathers and little jewels about the eyes?”

She smiled at that. “I should look like a crow in a peacock’s finery. Thank you, but no.”

“Of course.”

“I trust you’ll attend, however,” she said. “I wouldn’t wish to spoil your enjoyment.”

He thought of the endless damnable night hours and how he tried to fill them with the company of drunken strangers. “Most kind. I’m afraid I can’t withstand the temptation of a masquerade ball. Perhaps it’s the pleasure of watching otherwise dignified gentlemen and ladies prance about in dominoes and masks. Childish, I know, but there it is.”

She didn’t comment but merely watched him as she sipped from her wineglass. A single line had incised itself between her brows. Perhaps he’d revealed too much.

“You look lovely tonight,” he said to change the subject. “The candlelight becomes you.”

“I’m disappointed.” She shook her head sadly. “I sit with one of London’s most famous lovers, and he tells me the candlelight becomes me.”

His mouth twitched. “I am chastised, madam. Then shall I compliment your eyes?”

She widened them. “Are they liquid pools that doth reflect my soul?”

A surprised laugh burst from his lips. “Lady, you are a hard critic. Shall I tell you of your wondrous smile?”

“You may, but I may yawn.”

“I can shower praises on your figure.”

She arched a mocking brow.

“Then I shall expound upon your sweet soul.”

“But you don’t know my soul, sweet or otherwise,” she said. “You don’t know me.”

“So you’ve said before.” He sat back in his chair and examined her. She looked away from his gaze as if regretting her challenge. Which only piqued his interest more. “But you haven’t offered any insight into who you are either.”

She shrugged. One hand was pressed to her belly; the other idly twirled her glass stem.

“Perhaps I should go exploring into my lady wife’s mind. I shall begin simply,” he said gently. “What do you like to eat?”

She nodded to the cooling beef and Yorkshire pudding on her plate. “This is nice.”

“You don’t make this easy.” He cocked his head. Most ladies of his acquaintance loved to talk about themselves—it was their favorite subject, in fact. Why not his wife? “I mean, what do you like to eat most of all?”

“Roast chicken is nice. We can have that tomorrow night, if it’s agreeable to you.”

He placed his arms on the table and leaned toward her. “Melisande. What is your favorite food in all the world?”

She finally looked up at him. “I don’t believe I have a favorite food in all the world.”

Which nearly drove him over the edge of reason. “How can you not have a favorite food? Everyone has a favorite food.”

She shrugged. “I’ve never thought about it.”

He sat back in exasperation. “Gammon steak? Biscuits with butter? Ripe grapes? Seed cake? Syllabub?”

“Syllabub?”

“You must have something you like. No. Something you adore. Something you crave in the dark of night. Something you dream about at afternoon teas when you should be listening to the old lady sitting next to you, droning on about cats.”

“You yourself must have a favorite dish, if your theory holds true.”

He smiled. A feeble attack. “Pigeon pie, gammon steak, raspberry tart, ripe fresh pears, a good beef steak, biscuits hot from the oven, roasted goose, and any kind of cheese.”

She touched her wineglass to her lips but did not sip. “You’ve listed many foods, instead of one favorite.”

“At least I have a list.”

“Perhaps your mind cannot settle on one favorite.” Her lips tilted at one corner, and he noticed for the first time that although they weren’t lush and full, her lips were elegantly curved and rather lovely. “Or perhaps, having none to raise above the others, they are all equally mundane to you.”

He sat up in his chair and coack chair cked his head. “Are you calling me frivolous, madam?”

Her smile widened. “If the shoe fits . . .”

An affronted laugh puffed from his mouth. “I am insulted at my own table and by my own wife! Come, I will kindly give you a chance to retract your statement.”

“And yet I cannot in all conscience do so,” she replied at once. That smile still played about her mouth, and he wanted to reach across the table and touch it with his thumb. To physically feel her amusement. “What would you call a man who has so many favorite foods he can’t choose amongst them? Who gains and loses two fiancées in the course of less than a year?”

“Oh, a low blow!” he protested, laughing.

“Who I have never seen wear the same coat twice.”

“Ah—”

“And who is the friend of every man he meets, yet has not a favorite friend himself?”

Her smile had died, and he had stopped laughing. He’d had a favorite friend once. Reynaud St. Aubyn. But Reynaud had died in the bloody aftermath of Spinner’s Falls. Now he spent his nights among strangers. She was right, his damnable wife; he was the acquaintance of many and the soul mate of none.

Jasper swallowed and said low, “Tell me, madam, why having a plethora of likes is worse than being too fearful to pick one at all?”

She set her wineglass on the table. “I don’t like this conversation anymore.”

Silence hung between them for several heartbeats.

He sighed and pushed back from the table. “If you’ll excuse me?”

She nodded and he strode from the room, feeling as if he were admitting defeat. No, this wasn’t defeat; this was a short retreat to regroup his forces. Nothing shameful in that. Many of the best generals considered falling back much preferable to an all-out rout.

SHE’D COME CLOSE to revealing too much about herself this evening. Too much about her feelings for Vale.

Melisande pressed a hand to her lower belly as Suchlike pulled a brush through her hair. To have anyone, but especially Vale, be that interested in discovering her inner soul was seductive. His entire attention had been focused on her tonight. That kind of total concentration might very well become addictive if she wasn’t careful. She’d let her emotions take hold of her once before with Timothy, her fiancé, and it had nearly destroyed her. Her love had been deep and single-minded. To love like that was not a blessing. It was a curse. To be capable of—to endure—that unnaturally strong emotion was a kind of mental deformity. It had taken her years to recover from losing Timothy. She kept the reminder of that hurt close, a warning of what might happen if she let her emotions gain control of her person. Her very sanity depended on her strict constraint.

She shivered on the thought, and another pain hit her. The ache was low and dull in her belly, like a knot drawn tight there. Melisande swallowed and gripped the edge of her dresser. She’d been enduring this monthly pain for he hly paififteen years, and there was no point in making a fuss over it.

“Your hair’s so pretty when it’s down, my lady,” Suchlike said from behind her. “So long and fine.”

“Fine brown, I’m afraid,” Melisande said.

“Well, yes,” Suchlike conceded. “But it’s a pretty brown. Like the color oak wood turns when it ages. Sort of a soft blondy brown.”

Melisande stared skeptically at her maid in the mirror. “There’s no need to flatter.”

Suchlike met her gaze in the glass and seemed genuinely startled. “It’s not flattery, my lady, if it’s true. And it is. True, that is. I like the way your hair waves a bit about your face, if you don’t mind me saying so. Pity you can’t wear it down always.”

“A fine sight that’d be,” Melisande said. “Me looking like a sad dryad.”

“I don’t know about them things, my lady, but—”

Melisande closed her eyes as another pain squeezed her belly.

“Are you hurt, my lady?”

“No,” Melisande lied. “Don’t fuss.”

The lady’s maid looked uncertain. Naturally she must be aware of what the problem was since she took care of Melisande’s linens. But Melisande hated having anyone, even someone as innocuous as Suchlike, know such an intimate thing.

“Shall I fetch a heated brick, my lady?” Suchlike asked tentatively.

Melisande almost snapped at the maid, but then another pain hit her, and she nodded mutely. A wrapped hot brick might very well help.

Suchlike hurried from the room, and Melisande made her way to the bed. She crawled underneath the covers, feeling the ache reach long tentacles into her hips and thighs. Mouse hopped on the bed and crept over to lay his head on her shoulder.

“Oh, Sir Mouse,” she murmured to the dog. She stroked the tip of his nose, and his tongue darted out to lick her fingers. “You are my most loyal cavalier.”

Suchlike returned, carrying the hot brick wrapped in flannel. “There, my lady,” she said, shoving the brick beneath the bedcovers. “See if that helps at all.”

“Thank you.” Melisande hugged the brick against her belly. Another wave crested and she bit her lip.

“Can I get you something else?” Suchlike still stood beside the bed, her eyes worried, her hands twisted together. “Some hot tea and honey? Or another blanket?”

“No.” Melisande softened her voice. The little maid really was a dear. “Thank you. That will be all.”

Suchlike bobbed a curtsy and shut the door quietly.

Melisande closed her eyes, trying to ignore the pains. Behind her, she felt Mouse creep beneath the covers and settle his warm little body against her hips. He sighed and then there was silence in the room. Hhern the rer mind drifted a bit, and she shifted a little, groaning under her breath as her belly fisted.

A knock came on the connecting door and then it opened. Lord Vale strolled in.

For a second, Melisande closed her eyes. Why had he chosen tonight to resume his marital duties? He’d kept his distance since their wedding night, presumably to let her heal, and now here he came when she was entirely unable to entertain him. And how exactly was she to tell him that without sinking through the floor in mortification?

“Ah, already abed?” he started to say.